I completed the couch to 5k (C25K) training program a few weeks ago. I absolutely love the app since it tells me when to run, when to walk, when my workout is halfway complete, and even congratulates me when I am done. It took me much longer than the allotted 8 weeks, but I did finish and then ran a 5k in 31 minutes. The next thing I did after completing this training was a little outside my personal workout box: I chose to move on to the 10k training app. Because I completed the 5k training I get to pick up this new training plan on week 9. Whoa! I had completed all the training, but I anticipated going back to some shorter run times for a little while and easing into this new plan. Instead, the first workout was 40 minutes long (four, 10-minute runs), nine minutes longer than any of my previous runs!
Running is challenging for me. I am not very fast or fluid, but I am learning with each run how to better manage my body. In fact, I've been feeling like "a runner" during my last few runs - until my most recent run. It was my second time running three, 15-minute runs with one minute walks in between, so I knew I was capable of the task. However, I wasn't expecting to meet such a foe on the trail:
This wind was strong, unwanted, and for most of the run it was at my face. I was exerting a lot of effort, but didn't feel like I was moving. I tried to settle into my pace and straighten my posture, but the force was too strong. I had a couple glorious moments when the wind was on my back and running felt easy, but most of the run was difficult. My mile times were 40 seconds slower than usual.
As I was struggled to run well I thought about my friends who are facing difficult circumstances. And I thought about my own difficult circumstances of the day (car in the shop - again; kid home sick - again; finances tight - again.) These difficulties are like the fierce wind beating against us - causing the pursuit of our dreams to feel impossible, causing us to want to quit - and it's just plain hard!
I wish God would just calm the wind or turn it in the other direction so it's at our backs (although I know He has done that for me before.) He doesn't because He wants my trust. He wants my heart. He wants my obedience. He wants my growth. He wants all of these things more than He wants to make my life easy.
When Peter walked on water in Matthew 14, the Lord did not calm the storm until they were back in the boat! Even after the Lord rescued Peter from near drowning, they walk together, side by side, all the way back to the boat took place IN the wind and waves.
God is by your side. In the midst of your raging sea and fierce winds, He is with you.
This blog would not be complete without this song: Listen Here.
So let go my soul and trust in Him The waves and wind still know His name
Even - especially - when running against the wind . . .
(I’m Traci, the "Be Extraordinary!" blogger. I share insights that challenge and encourage moms to be the best version of themselves. To me, that’s an extraordinary life! Click HERE to receive blog updates and a free newsletter.)